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Just an update
I’m so sorry I have been so absent. I wouldn’t apologize except that I know that I get worried when I don’t hear from my blogger friends for a while.
So here’s the update:
Things are tough.
Jeremiah is at the psyche ward right now due to a week of chaos. Our simple hope is that he gets the hope he needs.
I am shell shocked. After days of “faking it” I finally broke down with Kaleb last night. We mourned over both our sons and their choices. We prayed loudly. We reassured each other as much as we could. We finally slept.
Now we wait.
Pray for us. We need help and support right now in ways we never have before.
The adventure continues. There is still hope.
Blessings!
Hannah
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We are praying.
Oh, Hannah I am so sorry for you. I hope you have someone to talk to. It is so hard, especially after you feel like you mght have been doing something “right” (i.e. helpful, healing, therapeutic) with your kids to have it all go to hell (and it is evil…sins being carried through the generations, my interpretation). You feel heartbroken, scared, worried sick for your child and like a failure, on top of it.
Ironically, in my life the one that seemed “lost” is the one doing well at the moment, really well…and the one I was patting myself on the back about is scaring me to death. (Add that the NTs are somehow showing only their worst at the moment….) I had to lay on the bed and cry yesterday; and drive to my office and cry; and sit in an empty parking lot and pray – and wonder how the heck can I help these kids? I guess they are God’s children, and I ask Him to give me the wisdom and insight and opportunity to help them, if it be His will. How I wish I could take you out for coffee! But, thank heaven for the internet – and Billy’s workshop! I’m praying for you and your boys today, Hannah.
We’re praying for you all, Hannah! Hang in there – God won’t let you down. No matter what happens, you both have made a difference in these boys’ lives through the love of God you’ve shown them, even if they don’t realize it yet! His word won’t return empty
Praying for you and our family…..
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