Posted by Hannah Rae on Feb 4, 2010 in
Life in the Stubborn house
If I would have been patient and waited till this morning to take the prescribed HPT.
That’s right.
I got my period this morning.
Sigh.
Of coarse I discovered this AFTER I took the second test. It was kind of humorous. Not pregnant? Well I guess not.
I’m still nauseous. All I’ve been able to muster down is a peanut butter and banana sandwich.
Oh crap! I just realized I left my Diet Pepsi in the freezer!!!
Phew. Just slushy. We’re all good.
My heart is doing all right, thanks to the prayers and support of some awesome friends. Brothers and sisters in Christ.
They love me.
I’m glad.
Blessings!
Hannah
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Posted by Hannah Rae on Feb 4, 2010 in
Life in the Stubborn house
I took the HPT a day early.
No.
God still waits.
When I told Hubby that God still waits, well….
Not the comfort I was hoping for.
He’s under so much pressure right now, especially at work. I get that. I just don’t get how we can view a baby, a pregnancy so drastically differently.
I’m trusting my Heavenly Father as much as I can with my Beloved’s heart.
The words that came over me were “Remember, Hannah, He loves Hubby as much as He loves you. He loves Him, and will only give him what he can handle, and maybe a baby is more than what his heart can handle right now.”
God loves my husband. He loves me. He’s going to comfort me. He’s going to comfort my beloved.
That’s all I need to know.
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