Stream of consciousness
Not feeling too well. Hubby had a stomach bug and was out for 3 days. I threw up this morning. My tummy is usually a little queasy in the mornings, but this was worse. Well, bad enough that I actually puked. The boys were concerned and kept asking if I was ok. I eventually choked out that I couldn’t really talk at the moment. They almost missed the bus. I kept puking.
I don’t know if it’s the stomach bug, or my period’s coming or, maybe, possibly, I’m actually pregnant. The thought keeps going around in my head in weird looptie loops. I am…I’m not…It’s just the flu…What if I am….how will I tell Hubby…can Hubby handle it….what if he freaks…how will I respond…I’m not pregnant, so it doesn’t matter….etc….
I’m tired. Thankfully, Hubby is feeling well enough today that he was able to take over for a while with the boys while I slept for a few hours.
Thursday is day 40. The day my doc told me that I could take a pregnancy test if my period hadn’t come yet.
So Thursday it will be.
Thursday.
Blessings!
Hannah
